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there has been much going very well in the past week, so many positives starting to seep back in to all the ugly that has dominated lately. Ive been slugging it out in the shitmud of life, and my perseverance and awesomeness has finally begun to see the light at the end of the tunnel. A major bomb was dropped today, by one of the evildoers, that threatened my sanity and the pleasure of recent progress. The urge was there: to fight, and drink, and burn anyone who tries to wrong me. But I was shocked at my response, not my typical alpha male behavior. I took some tylenol, took a nap, and woke up clear headed with the knowledge that for once, the overall right of truth and justice is on my side. I will not let this ruin the beauty of late with it's ugliness. I will reign triumphant.